Its christmas already. Yesterday outing was ok I guess. There were about 11 people there.

Shahul and friend, Anson and me, Kent, K and Derrick, Loyd James and Benji and Chris. I think that' all.

Firstly I met up with Anson, then we met up with sharul and his friend(I dont know how to spell his name). Then met up at Harboud front together with Loyd, K, Kent and Derrick. Soon after, James(Anson's kor) arrive.

When all have arrived, we set off taking bus into sentosa. We walk to some beach. Sorry I dont know the name of the beach haha but ya yeah we settle down there and started unpacking.

WE had turkey and Logcake. The Prawn mee turned "dried" due to the long time after we started unwarping it.

For the night, I wasnt really talking. Yes I was excited about the outing and really wish to mingle around but some how, I really had a hard time talking to them. I felt so bad that night, because I know Anson wanted me to mixed around with them. I tried but kinda hard. Sorry Anson.

The whole night, Im kinda alone and such. I wasn't lonely or what becasue Anson was there. I had sometime to ourselves, talk a little about some issue. I know Im too over sensitive about some issue, due to the fact that becasue I am not very good in it so I am kinda over sensitive on it.But then didnt make myself clear. So it was kinda my bad. bahhh. I am so sorry.

So they were talking through the night, drinking laughing away merrying like every one celebrating christmas. Enjoying their stuff. haha Yeah we had fun, I had my share of fun.I get to spent some time alone with Anson too so the night wasn't bad. I really did enjoy myself even though it may not seem like it.

I like the part when Anson starting singing when we were walking. So nice and romantic. I wish he can sing for me sometime.

Well I'm looking forward to the next outing, I hope then I can open up more, mix with everyone. I know Anson would want that too. I tried and I will try harder.

Yay I receive a Christmas card from Anson. ^^

I'll post until here.